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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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Friday, February 11th, 2005
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| Time: | 3:08 pm. |
| Music: | muse - time is running out. |
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i want a boyfriend. i think ive been doin the single thing for too long. i had fun dont get me wrong but im kinda bored of it. last bf i had was like a year ago. but i always find something that turns me off. i cant help it
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3 broken hearts| hit me with your best shot
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Friday, February 4th, 2005
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tonight should be fun. possibly goin to the bar w nicole n meeting jeff and nate. if not then watching napoleon dynamite w nate cuz i havent seen it yet! all i want is some shots of soco. and an amaretto sour
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1 broken heart| hit me with your best shot
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Thursday, January 13th, 2005
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Monday, January 10th, 2005
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| Time: | 1:47 am. |
| Mood: | confused. | | Music: | fallout boy. |
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im such a confused girl right now....i have way too much goin on right now.
boys like you are overrated, so save your breath.
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hit me with your best shot
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Wednesday, December 22nd, 2004
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Friday, December 17th, 2004
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THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: 1. Jess 2. Van Helsing 3. Eggy
THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD: 1. prettyinpinkltj 2. xpowerpunkgirlx 3. xangelx1369
THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. my eyes 2. ... 3. ....
THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF: 1. biting my nails 2. my smoking habit 3. my shortness
THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE: 1. scottish 2. polish 3. czec
THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU: 1. death 2. love 3. being alone
THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: 1. cell phone 2. lip gloss 3. mascara
THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: 1. some crazy shirt 2. jeans 3.diesels
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists): 1. coheed and cambria 2. yellowcard 3. dashboard
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: 1. ciara - 1,2 step 2. my chemical romance - helena 3. oar- crazy game of poker
THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS 1. acid...nah sike....quitting smoking 2. getting a DECENT boy. no assholes allowed this time 3. gt a fucking ID
THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given): 1. fun. 2. comfort. 3. sex. well said by christina
TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE 1. i had amazing sex last night 2. i love being drunk..not just drunk...more like trashed 3. i like school
THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX (or same) THAT APPEAL TO YOU: 1. teeth 2. eyes. 3. hair.
THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO: 1. get sleep 2. i cant get drunk and not makeout w someone...im a lip slut haha 3. get an id
THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES: 1. drinking 2. parties 3. driving around when your bored til 4 am with dd coffee and your best friend
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW: 1. get tints 2. go shopping. 3. get a b on my psych final
THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING: 1. alcoholic 2. drug addict 3. lawyer...which most lawyers are these things anyway
THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION: 1. california 2. england 3. italy
THREE KID'S NAMES 1. sarah 2. jilmarie 3. ryan
THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE: 1. get married. 2. kids 3.
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1 broken heart| hit me with your best shot
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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| Time: | 1:24 pm. |
| Music: | oar - crazy game of poker. |
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i am making a new cd. its the shit. this is whats on it so far..
Mase-Breathe stretch shake Missy elliot-for my people missy elliot-im really hot ciara-1,2 step talib kweli, kanyewest, mary j blidge- i try kanye west-the new workout plan n.o.r.e and a bunch of other ppl- oye mi canto nina sky-turnin me on alchemist-hold you down daddy yankee-gasolina
i dont wanna go to school today. i hate rain. im dying my hair tomorrow. no more blonde for me. im to tired to type. peace out
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Friday, December 3rd, 2004
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| Time: | 12:57 am. |
| Mood: | sick. | | Music: | yellowcard. |
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next semester is so fuckin easy. i only go tuesdays and thursdays which means i will have a life again!
8-920 English 102 930-1050 Western Civ 2 11-12 Dynamics of Communications 2-320 Criminal Justice
the only thing that sucks is i only got 10 minutes between classes and i gotta carry all my shit with me. but heathers in my first 3 classes which is awesome.
i feel sick =(
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1 broken heart| hit me with your best shot
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Monday, November 29th, 2004
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my whole weekend consisted of work. i got out at 11:30 last night and i closed tonight.
matt russo called me last weekend then he texted me friday night and then again yesterday. weird. i havent talked to him in like a year then all of a sudden i see him one night and he got my number from someone and keeps askin me to hang out. id def hang out with him i used to hang out with him allll the time back in the day. i miss summer of 8th grade and 9th grade.
everyone came home from school for thanksgiving. it was good to see everyone. i saw dennis! we hung out for a little bit on wed. we went to erins one night and drank. then i didnt see anyone else all weekend. went to amies last night after work to say hi cuz it was her birthday. but got tired and went home. i was supposed to hang out with matt tonight but he was sick. i have nothing else to talk about. bedtime for me.
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1 broken heart| hit me with your best shot
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Thursday, November 18th, 2004
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party tonight.
i havent really had anything to say lately. well actually.....
psycho brian is going to finally leave me alone. (i think) he showed up at my house AGAIN last night. saying all this stupid bullshit how hell go to my work and ruin me and hell go to my house whenever he wants. my dad doesnt like him now and said hell throw his ass out if he comes here again. if he does then im putting a restraining order on him.
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Monday, November 15th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:16 am. |
| Music: | usher. |
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texas neil called me the other night. he was kinda mad that i never callled him back. but its like dude you live in texas. well now hes in long island but hes going back home in a few days.
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Tuesday, November 2nd, 2004
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Saturday, October 30th, 2004
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wow thursday i got so ripped at the frat house. we all looked so cute. heather and allie went as gangsters amie was a slutty school girl and i was a playboy bunny. i was hung over all day friday. throwing up at work and the rest of the day at home. i slept til like 7.
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Tuesday, October 26th, 2004
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saturday was awesome. me and jen went to the city to meet up with her bf he brought of couple of his friends and we all went to a few bars and got ripped. we all came back to jersey and stayed at my house. were going back this weekend.
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Thursday, October 21st, 2004
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what a fuckin awful game! im very pissed off!
heather ally delledonne danny sean and gacsi came to my house to watch the game last night. got ripped and now i have a hangover like whoa. brian came too he stayed over so he didnt have to drive a half an hour back home. he forced me to get up this morning and go get food. it took me 45 minutes to get up. and it took me an hour to eat cuz i thought i was gonna throw up. but i had fun
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Tuesday, October 19th, 2004
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whatchu know about me gettin an A+ on my psych paper. and the F im probly gonna get on the midterm we had today. well i dont think i failed but i need atleast a C to keep my grade up. She did however write on my paper that it was EXCELLENT. haha. it took me 20 minutes to take the midterm so i came home. i have to go back at 5:40. my english 101 class is sooo boring. but the good thing is that we go in at 5:40 and it ends at 7 but she always lets us out at 6:30. so im there for not even an hour.
anyways. i want to drink tonight. but its raining. my mom is in NY for work til friday. yeesssss.
some ghetto guy came up to me yesterday when i was getting out of my car to g to class and hes like hi my name is blah blah. i duno some weird ass name. and he goes "what is your name cuz i would like to get to know you" and i pulled the "well i have a bf" and he goes "well that doesnt mean i cant get to know u" so im like " um yes it does" so then he goes on and on about how he loves my car and asked me if i wanted to sell it! im like hell no! i just got it a few months ago and hes like ohh damnnn well its nice as hell. so i ended the convo and said i had to go to class. i shouldve been like gimme 20,000 for it and we got a deal haha. nah sike.
last night i chilled with dan and heather and amie we went to starbucks then the coffee kicked in. we were going nuts in heathers car. we almost died a few times lol. good times.
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1 broken heart| hit me with your best shot
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Monday, October 18th, 2004
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I AM: jess I WANT: u I HAVE: blue eyes I WISH: i had more money I HATE: school I FEAR: heights I HEAR: my clock ticking I WONDER: whats gonna happen to olga driscoll and sara I REGRET: nothing I LOVE: my friends, music, taco bell, boys I ACHE: i dont know I ALWAYS: need coffee I AM NOT: going to class tomorrow I DANCE: terribly I SING: all the time I CRY: when i think about my grandma I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy I WRITE:in lj and for school I WIN: the lottery nah sike I LOSE: stuff all the time I CONFUSE: boys I NEED: to sleep I SHOULD: read for western civ -----------------------------
YES or NO: x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: livejournal x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: yes x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: no x.YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes
DO YOU...? HAVE A CRUSH: yes WANT TO GET MARRIED: yea GET MOTION SICKNESS: no. THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: yea sometimes GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: yes now i do LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: theyre ok -----------------------------
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: blonde EYE COLOR: blue HEIGHT: 5' BIRTHPLACE: grew up in rp -----------------------------
FAVORITE NUMBER: 5 COLOR: red pink DAY: friday sat MONTH: any month in fall n spring SONG: so many anything by coheed FOOD: seafood n chicken SEASON: fall n spring SPORT: soccer DRINK: water
PREFERENCES: CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: both CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE: choc milk MILK, DARK OR WHITE CHOCOLATE: white VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE: Vanilla
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU... CRIED? no HELPED SOMEONE? yes. BOUGHT SOMETHING? yeah coffee GOTTEN SICK? yea GONE TO THE MOVIES? no GONE OUT FOR DINNER? nope SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yea to a friend WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no TALKED TO AN EX? yes MISSED AN EX? nope WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? yes lj HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yes MISSED SOMEONE? yes. HUGGED SOMEONE? yes. FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? nope
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Would you ever: 1. Eat a bug? never 2. Bungee jump? yea 3. Hang glide? yeah 4. Kill someone? never 5. Kiss someone of the same sex? done didded 6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no. 7. Parachute from a plane? no 8. Walk on hot coals? no 9. Go out with someone for their looks? no 10. For their reputation? no 11. Be a vegetarian? i was 12. Wear plaid with stripes? no 13. IM a stranger? sure 14. Sing Karaoke? yeah. 15. Get drunk off your ass? yeaaa 16. Shoplift? haha sure 17. Run a red light? of course 18. Star in a porn video? no 19. Dye your hair blue? no 20. Be on Survivor? no 21. Wear makeup in public? yea 22. Not wear makeup in public? uhh 23. Cheat on a test? yea 24. Make someone cry? sure 25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? no 26. Stay up all night? yes.
EVER BEEN... Arrested: yes Hand Cuffed: yes Scared: yes Depressed: yes In Love: yes Confused: all the time In a Fight: yes Contact Fight: yes this weekend actually In Debt: yea Sick: yea In the hospital: yes Insomniac: yea On illegal drugs: yes Drunk: yes High: yes On Tv: yea on the news On Probation: no Under House Arrest: nope. Grounded: yea havent been in years Threatened: yes Sexually Abused: no Happy: yes Too busy: Yeah. Hurt: Yeah. Ignored: Yeah.
EVER FEEL... Ugly: yeah. Lost: yeah. Forgotten: yes Used: yes Clueless: haha Dumb: yes Fat: what girl doesnt Helpless: no Ruined: yea Pretty: pretty in pink Loved: yes Annoying: yeah.
ONE OR THE OTHER Meat/Veggies: veggies Love/Money: love. Family/Career: family. Fat/Skinny: skinny Busy/Lazy: lazy. Car/Bike: car. Summer/Winter: summer Beach/Mountain: beach. Travel/Work: travel. Lover/Friend: lover Right/Wrong: right 1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 1 best friend
WHAT IF...
You were rich: shopping new car You were pregnant: shit... You were robbed: killlll them You were deaf: kil myself Any one dream could come true: that would be awesome You had one wish: i don't know
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